Wed 20 Feb 2002
I will write about my weekend soon enough. But to hold you guys over until then, here’s a poem I wrote way back in the summer of ‘99.
Anger, betrayal, helplessness
powerful emotions,
gripping, grasping, overwhelming
logic, rationality, reason
tools of the mind, agents of thoughts
fleeing on Icarus’ wings,
empty, devoid of substance
two adversaries, waging war wastefully
never resolving, constantly wavering
a neverending battle, I its only casualty
resolution impossible, doves fall to earth
friendship, loyalty, love
concepts with ideas of eternity trailing close behind
yet the strength of its bindings always in question
doubt, questioning, uncertainty
lurking around every corner and crevice
unseen yet its presence always known, felt
trust, given freely by some
fools they are, ignorant shells of humanity
trust is something earned, valued
not to be thrown around like empty thoughts
closure, clarity, completeness
necessary, yet painful at times
serening peace it brings