i’m physically exhausted & mentally drained. i should also be emotionally hurt, but for some reason i’m actually not. it’s hard to explain, but i think that i prepared myself a while ago for disappointment, so when things were clarified and the result was something that wasn’t as bad as i thought it would be, i think was glad.

i learned that i totally can’t multitask. trying to catch up on my hebrew scriptures reading while catching up on my tv is a futile task. trying to prepare a prayer service while watching the red sox get their asses kicked took way too much time than it should have. i have to read all of henry v by class on thursday but in reality i need to finish it by monday since i have evening commitments tuesday and wednesday evening. today was a wash as i spent the day in a youth ministry training seminar.

now i know how she feels…